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Sept 2021 The Ache in My Heart

 

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The Power of Love is unfathomable. It is far reaching and expansive beyond inconceivable limitlessness. It shows us the doorway to our multi-faceted potentialities. The embrace of our inner Flower Power creates boundless perfection yet Love remains incomplete as Love exists everywhere in our searching and Love exists in what we might perceive as our lack of searching. Love exists in our discoveries and in what we might perceive as our lack of discoveries. Love exists in the silence of our chatter and in what we might perceive as the chatter in our silence. It is all encompassing. There is no place, no realm, no time, no facet, no energy where the power of Love ceases to exist. It is all defining. Wrap your mind around that. Your mind is part of Love.

In my humanness,  I hold an Ache in my Heart…a desire to “Save the World”….an ideation that there is something “Wrong”.  Then the truth peaks through in this amazingly profound experience. It helped me to embody a truth that my inner sense has always known  and trusted but it was more of a concept, an idea and NOW it is something I have a “KNOWING” about or maybe more of an “EMBODIMENT”

It’s REAL for me!

It’s Presence is activated in my cells and now it is PRACTICE…PRACTICE AND more PRACTICE TO INTEGRATE IT.

Here it is.
Here is what I KNOW NOW in every fiber of my being through my own DIRECT EXPERIENCE!

There is NOTHING OUTSIDE OF LOVE.

As I was breathing I had this experience that my body was being filled up with the most exquisite force of euphoria. I kept expanding like a balloon. Each breath made me a bit more relaxed and softened me to receive more life force.

Then I got to a point where something (an unidentifiable pocket of energy) that felt ugly and grotesque to me was being released from the deep recesses of my belly. I had no story attached  but it came out with a very loud belch. I exclaimed “ Even That?”. Love was sharing with me that “LOVE” loves even the most grotesque thing, the most seemingly unforgivable thing.

There is NOTHING OUTSIDE OF LOVE. My body tingled with glee.

I kept breathing feeling myself expand until I could not expand my capacity  to hold any more life force aka LOVE. I felt a tinge of disappointment in myself that I could not expand any more because it felt soooo good. I was as  relaxed  as I could be for that moment. I had  surrendered to my edge.

Do you know what LOVE whispered in my ear?

It said “ There is no end to LOVE. It is ever expanding. Love gets bigger, wide and more expansive  AND LOVE loves me in my disappointment too!”

So my beloveds, please know that wherever you are on your journey, there is nothing outside of love.

Remind yourself daily that every experience is valid simply because you are having it and LOVE loves you in each increment.

Savor it ALL!!

It’s all purposeful and divine. Look to the sun and beam your brilliance in whatever way you know how.

MINDFULNESS PRACTICE

Create a Pod of Compadres where you gather and share the evidence of just how extraordinary you are. Go around the circle and see how many things you can share about just how wonderful you are. Go slow and Share from your heart.

Breathe together. Breathe in and receive the expressions of your friends as you express your edge.

Notice what you notice. It is quite interesting to offer yourself in a state of vulnerable excellence

 

MINDFULNESS PRACTICE

Create a Pod of Compadres where you gather and share the evidence of just how extraordinary you are. Go around the circle and see how many things you can share about just how wonderful you are. Go slow and Share from your heart.

Breathe together. Breathe in and receive the expressions of your friends as you express your edge.

Notice what you notice. It is quite interesting to offer yourself in a state of vulnerable excellence

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